Fatal Conclusions

Fatal Conclusions
Once a girl with fire and spite, she fought for her life and held tight to her soul. She found a love with no bounds, believed the sun would rise through darkness, and laughed through pain. She thought she'd survive, but death darkened her skies. Now, broken and shattered, locked in a fortress, she knows only pain and fakes control. Her life a cosmic joke, there's nothing left but one last piece of hope: a secret she hides deep inside, praying to see his eyes in the face of her baby. Facing dangers she knows she won't defeat, she endures this hell for him and his child.

"We are here."

I can still hear his words echoing in my mind every morning when I wake up. We are here.

I am here. Losing everyone who meant anything to me that day gutted me. I'd thought before that I'd known pain, loss, and desperation, but now I laugh at the idiot of a girl I was back then. This is worse than anything I've lived through before. Ten fucking times worse.

Three long weeks. Three weeks of being left to feel nothing but my loss. Haunted. I'm completely haunted. Sometimes I feel him at night. Lying on the cold hard cement floor of this tiny cell-like room sometimes I feel his hands brushing over my cheek. I hear him whisper he loves me against my ear as he trails kisses down my neck. Sometimes I just feel him watching me.