Ecstasy of Pain

The searing heat of a lighter against your skin sends shivers down your spine, a familiar wave of agonizing pleasure. This is your escape, a release that drugs can't provide. You lean your head back against your door, exhaling, lost in the 'ecstasy of pain'.

Suddenly, a shout and pounding on your door shatter the moment. It's Bilen, your annoying brother, his cheerful face a stark contrast to your internal world. He wants you to come to a party with him and his friends, including Orion, the one person you despise. You dismiss him, retreating to the bathroom to seek solace in pain once more, this time with a hot hairdryer against your thigh. Just as the relief begins to wash over you, Bilen calls out again, reminding you that Orion is outside. Annoyed and unable to shake him, you agree to the party, needing a distraction.